ouwh gosh*
my previous entry was posted three weeks ago.! ahah. i shall attribute this to the lagging nature of my desktop pc. herrr*
my three weeks have been, pretty.? then again, life's always pretty around here. ahah. so what happened three weeks ago.?
monday. bio mock spa, wastage of papers. frisbee for PE.! =))
tuesday. ended early, so called aimah up.! shopping for musa/harun/mum's gift. with lala, kaypo.! funnn. hee.
wednesday. talk on principles of governance, by someone big. very insightful i must say, zero temptation to doze of.! ahah. plus, captain candidates took over J1's trg under teacher i/cs surveillance. tough choice, hoho. still. love them all.! =))
thursday. last chem spa in IJ.! picture frenzy mode with lala was onz.! trip to semb for weighing scale with lala, onz.! nyahahaa. tat gorgeous lady.
friday. busy day, i rmb. but of what, im not sure. coach dint come, cant rmb why. teacher i/cs werent around neither, cant rmb why. so trg was purely on our own. sticks supplier came, yada yadaa. love fb, as always. =))
weekends, mother's dayyy.! weehee. mini-mini celebration. dint manage to bake any cakes this year, sorryyy. nonetheless, the day remains gorgeous. muni loves mum, truly madly deeply.! hee.
and ouwh. received updates frm aye bout how her coach[supplier] was impressed by us. ahah.! allow me a moment to busk in the limelight, with yuni uh. okay, done. nyahahaa.
so you see. three weeks ago was gorgeous. lesser emphasis on academics, dangg* ahah. alright, let me recall what two weeks ago had.
monday. last bio spa in IJ.! muahahaa* did our hot favourite potatoes experiment. plusss, picture frenzy with lala yet again.! hee. went for last-min three-quarter-reluctant replacement for 800m Sports Day Heats this monday, i tink. pretty experience, neverrr had i sprint for 800m. ahah.!
tuesday. urgh* super idiotic day. got utterly drenched while on my way to sch for morning run. that part was fun. BUT. oblivious, discovered my idiotically ex GC DEAD during math tutorial later on. i was soo darnn depressed/pissed/annoyed/disgusted/horrified/despondent, that i switched off thruout the day. herrrrr* even had econs test.! tskkk.
ouwh. lala was sucha darling trying to comfort me, though efforts were futile eh.? sorry dehh.
wednesday. still felt sucky abt GC. not in proper mood for sch. but ouwh well.! even had bio spa please.! wasted papers again. tsk. trg was prep for Monday's friendly. felt reassured seeing how the lines played. weehee. =) Adivs talk with dear MsL. felt the jitters. rush afterwards to student lounge. CG phototaking.! alright, pretty event to round up the initially depressing day.
last yr's informal was thickkk books frm library. this yr's was yellow rubber duckies.! weehee.! and again, proud to announce. was my idea, againnn.! ahah* 11D is soo Onz, love them all.! =))
also. was MUSA's bday.! my darlinggg brother turned elevennn. ahh, pretty number. mum's cake was, woo gorgeous. musaaa, i love love love you darlinggg.! nyahahaa.
thursday was. herrr* short.? ouwh.! i cant rmb much abt thurs. hmms.
fridayyy. OMG. Gp Prelim papers were nyahahaa. okay, no comments. yada yadaa. lunch with 11D mates. early fb trg, with kaypochi soccer/basketball/fball guys. my gerls were late.~ yada yadaa, fb trg was disorganized. nothing planned, was purely touch ups on personal skills. hoho.
thenn. SPORTS DAY.! wee hee. cheered a while, yada yadaa. fox river four with lala, yuni, naz darlings.! TAURUS was champion house, again. except this time i dint feel as patriotic. baddd experience with the pple-in-charge ey.? hoho. niways, still. go taurus.! =)
thennnn. headed to peninsular with Lala darling. whyy.? to check the GC supplier shop, i was still ouwh-so-urghhh. trip was apparently futile since nothing pretty was offered for the death of my ex-beloved GC. herr* wen wandering around City Hall afterwards, mood was still drenched. but lala alwayyys somehow manage to make my day.! love that gorgeous lady.! wee. =))
okay. end WEEK 9. the whole week wud have been pretty if not for my idiotic GC accident. rain was my lover, and now im on rebound. herrr*
WEEK 10 was lethargic.!! i was realiii dreading the mornings waking up. still.! many pretty moments.! woo.
MONDAY. ahhh* i hate hate hate frisbee now. was forced to play under the super hot sun at 2.40pm, despite telling her i'd be having frenlies laterrr.! what's more idiotic, my gorgeous team was already leading 15-4, and she still wont end it.! ahhhh* tired tireddd. i was cursing all along, despite my major contributions to the 15 goals.! was so obsolete.! burnt ducks.!! muahahaa.
got acquainted with fellow muslimahs in sch for zohor/asar prayers. ahah* weird how that was my first encounter, den i've done my prayers there countless times before. ouwh well. all nice2 people yeahh. =))
met up with coach and called up the gerls to the grandstand. excitinggg. nyahahaa. i was with this normal cramped face of mine wen certain admins got stuck. Caleb [fb guys capt] came by [with his cramped face too.] and called us to report. and funnyy.
"dont look so stress uh, only frenly."
"im not stressed.! ur face look cramp.!"
"den how to look.?" *makes un-cramped idiotic caleb face*
nyahahaa. my guy's capt is awesome. i learnt how gorgeous he is as a capt from the whole series of event that we had to work with together the pass week. in fact, i feel inferior at times seeing how greaaat he plays and leads the team. but he's veryyy comforting, mix of ego and humble. ahah.! nene, i take back my words. he's a nice guy kayyy. nyahahaa.
i'll learn from him as captain.! hoho.
okay, back to friendly. vs NJC at NTU sports hall.
i screwed up my first period as defender. conceded a weakkk grounder shot.! blearghhh. really felt sucky as a captain then. i know coach was disappointed, but i was realiiii lethargic frm being burnt earlier on. leading 2-1 after first period.
picked myself up for 2nd period. my line's attacks left hollow areas, and i was just too tempted to fill up. fed many-many open shots to centre, but all failed to score. ouwh well* compromised on defence, and so conceded another. pissed* urghh. trailing 3-2 after 2nd period.
now, im super agitated. hyped the gerls up, and im upp.! 3rd period. change linemates. full defence, my J1 defend line-mate surpassed expectation. felt save with her covering my back. at the same time, supported attacks. finally a score frm my countless feedings. ahh* im just as proud of my other lines. kept the defence tight, and scored two others, by defenders.! uhhuh.
so, at the end of period 3. WE WON 5-3, cool siaa.! nyahahaa. first match as captain since coach came, and victory was ours.! woohoo. im ouwh-so-proud of the girls. atmosphere was hyped. coach told us to suck the victory while it last, herrr* i have a feeling he wasnt that pleased, but ahh* im too in love with my gerls. hard fight. i lost track of the manyyyy fouls we got for pushings. ahah.! our version of 'pressure.!' is brutal eyy. old-coach teachings. ahahh.
kudos to scorers - dee, natria, iris, sha2. well done to goalie, sya1. and WooHoo to my other ten players, particularly my dearest Vcapt, yuni. was a well earned team effort. im proud of IJ fballers. =))
ouwh wait.! have to highlight this too. GUYS team played afterwards. missed half of it, since coach debrief us outside. BUT. WE WON 8-2.!! bully uh guys, tsk tsk. nyahahaaa. okay, not bragging. just excited. Caleb sure led his team well, im proud of him, and his team.!
IJ WOOSH.!! =))
dearest dad sent yuni, dee, fadh home afterwards. ahh* the journey home was happy. im fully elated. =)))
tuesday was tireddd. my dead GC's one week anniversary. herrr* yes, im still brooding over it. tskk. apart from 'i love fballers' mood, the day went by normally. ended early, so walked home with my dearesttt ms vcapt.! love love yunii. <3 met up with aimah for last min top-up to harun's bday gifts.! ahah. pretty trip, love love aimahh. <3 home. celebrateee.! ahh* happy bday harunnn.!! lil brother turned NINE. i love love you babyyy.! cake was yet another pretty creation by gorgeous mum.! ahah. i was dead tired, but still. family love is in the airrr.! weehee. wednesday.! Fb admins meeting with Teacher I/Cs, Yuni and Caleb. yada yadaa. all settled. fb trg was exclusively J2s, since J1s were involved with SurPass workshop. hoho. they were too hyper, i guess. ended off with PT. which was, extremely weird and funnn. kudos to MsL's Crane and Crow proposal. nyahahaa. i was more tired frm laughing than the PT itself. ahah.! Investiture rehearsal afterwards.! Cien and Aza came, which made me feel ouwh-so-bad cos only one was required to come, but i dint noe who since tchers told both to come. herrr* and honestly, im proud of both.! though our real passing down will only take place in july after adivs. hehh. eventually, CiEn represented fb gerls for investiture, and she's ouwh so innocently sweet. you know. fb only had one badge last yr, and its with caleb. there's 2 this yr, for both guys/gerls teams to be handed over. and you knowww. i was sooo touched, when Cien gave me back HER badge. ahh* she's so soo sweet. n ouwh, eventually, we both got a badge. hee. =)) i love the investiture, makes me feel good being stripped off captaincy. nyahahaa. and boo. caleb made me stand in front. he blatantly exclaimed, "you're shorter than me". nyahahaaa.~ so yeah. tats the highlight for thursday, real Investiture was during combined assembly. with earlyyy lunch.! ahah. and ouwh, met with fb gerls on Thurs morning, regarding the jersey orders and other fb stuffs. love the functioning fb tel chain. ahah. and friday, morning runnn.! last for the term, glad most turned up.! MsL explained the captaincy issues, and i feel sucky. i wonder what they were thinking, but i do noe it sucks to be the temporary party. now, i realiiii hope she realiiii gets it eventually. though last yr's event turned out pretty okay for me/yuni, the uncertainties and false hopes period were urgh* okay, back to happy stuffs. ate lunch at Macs with my darling Fb gerls after sch.! surprised that it did happened, ahah. felt comfortable with fbmates i werent so close with initially. nice nice. i still await the mini team pic.! hee. COLLEGE DAY. ahh* was more blissful then anticipated. prolly cos natria and fadh was with me, reallyy great darlings of fb.! hee. erps abt certain things, but nvm.! i've learnt to be oblivious of such. weets.! love all the dances, even the indian dance.! ahah. afterwards. met up with dearest Lala.! omg, although the make-up was suppose to be hideous, she's still gorgeous.! nyahahaa. again, picture frenzy mode. we neverrr get tired of ourselves ey. ahah* waited fr her to change, while i got certain interesting updates frm 11B. they're funnyyy people. ahah. darling bro fetch us home, but he was late.! so meanwhile. we wandered arnd sch, [taking pics again, ahah.] anddd finally. to waste time, we settled down n eat the leftovers of College Day's receptions at foyer.! pasta, nyahahaa. journey hope was happy, yet again. hee. online-d till late at night with fellow chatters. was darn insightful, ahah* im loving yuni and lala more and moreee each day. nyahahaa. and ouwh. our basketball guys lost in the finals against HCI. but it was definitely worth the fight. we settled with 2nd for adivs, and that's GORGEOUS. well done basketballers, proud of yall.! though prabhu got FOUR FOULS, tsk tsk tsk. nyahahaaa. alright. im done. superrrrr long entry please. took me 2hr+ uhh. nyahahaa. and ouwh. final words. sad emo mode okay. muahahaa*
to whoever this may concern. im sorry. i noe i suck, for i was suppose to be the one on ur side. but i realized i cant any more. u're giving sooo many reasons for sooo many people involved to differentiate you, and i have no grounds to be defensive about it any more.! ahh* hopeless. and what's worst. you, u're doing a wonderful job, persistently giving me reasons to hate you yeah.? i shall not hate, but i shall applaud you for the gorgeous effort put forth. honestly, i gave up on you the day you turned blatantly idiotic. and im fine with it, cos i noe im not at lost. u've always been a liability to me either way. but nowww. i feel sorry for you. why.? cos if that wonderful devil's twin of urs were to abandon you, u're realiiii on ur own. u've lost it all. has it ever occured to you.? ur creating animosity within ur family, friends, fbmates, and evennn me. we're definitely still friends, but i wont be welcoming you back wholeheartedly into my life when that day comes.
then again, let's all hope for that day to never come ey. may you be happy, eternally.
i miss my old ___ ___ _______.
thank god, for i've learnt to let go. =))
least of my problems, eradicated.! alright. prelims, adivs, here i come.! nyahahahaa.
happy HOLIDAYS people.! if you still know the meaning of it. weehee.
i love my life, prettier than ever before. =))
syukur alhamdulillah.
gorgeous, gorgeous life,
*MUNIrahhhh.! <3